Well … I feel bad. But unfortunately this is worsened by the insensitivity of my mother and my little brother. I try to do my best and what I can to improve myself, but I’m always mocked and humiliated by them. I feel disappointed and betrayed by my own blood. Why all this? Because they think that those who make art is just a failure; what I do is just useless hobby; and of my projects, a waste of time. I tried to speak several times, to seek a dialogue and to seek confrontation, but it is useless, they will not understand. I remain just a slacker for them.
Ugh… Can’t work or draw something… This uber concentration on my PW’s Docs is killing me… And i’m still only at the begin of my work… I wish rest for weeks… But there is no time for that, i have only one mission: complete all the 500 pages for my docs!!!